=)

i will like to dress like when i am in my early twenties. =)




this website is so fun.
http://www.polyvore.com/


what about you?

big fat failure.

i failed my first tp. fucker tester. really such an ass hole. my fren met him twice for his tp, and he failed twice. the third time he got the other tester, he passed.

fuck.



i was so pissed off. i failed even before i left the circuit. and my on-the-road test was done in a fast and furious style. i was wishing my left side of the car got rammed by a lorry or what, and killing him instantly, missing me by inches. damn. it did not come true.



=( i am, was, is sad.


joke of the day : i got 60 demerits point. S-I-X-T-Y! SIXTY! whoo.. cos of my fast and furious stunts.

is sad

i didnt succeed in gettin the scholarship that i applied. the NP acheivement scholarship. fucked. there goes my thousand bucks. 1K u noe! i could have shopped till i dropped.
too bad~! all becos i didnt join any fucking waste time CCAs. =( is sad.

but! after i saw this i became happy! like. instantly. i SO WANNA GET THESE!


so cute can! i koped this pic from a pretty blogger. duno what's her name, but i dun care! as long as she likes hello kitty, i like her tooo!

so cute so cute. its robotic and cute . and cute and robotic. oh man. i canot control my enthusiasm lar! if only i had that 1K. i'll spend like half a K to get this Kitties.

oh and this. i love this. the moment my eyes set on this tattoo, i am sure this is what i will get when i get one. with a lil modification of cos. i wun like to get the same tattoo as some one else's.


the ornamental borneo rose. IS PRETTY!

i love. so much.


AHHhhhhhh!

i'm so going mad .

got tagged!

(tagged by *claradead)

Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly.

1. i can control the 4th and last toes on my feet (freak right! i hate my toes.)
2. i like to act pregnant (haha!)
3. i dont eat abalone or sashimi
4. i like to look at children' clothes
5. i am naturally attracted to guys with lean and hairless calves
6. i can do the wave wriggly thing with my fingers


The 6 ppl to do this tag:
1) Giacinta
2) Qingxiang
3) Dino daryl
4) Chai yan
5) Angela Yong
6) Liting

tattoos

went swimming at jurong east swimming complex today.. with jun, my brother, yan, bk, quan, benny and his gf rachel..

i realised how common tattoos have became. its not an uncommon sight to see tattoos, whether big or small, ugly or nice, on ppl's body any more. it became so common, its like seeing 2 ears on a head.

tattoos are inked everywhere on people. the arms, backs and legs being most common, while some others prefer to ink them on their wrist, behind their necks and ears etc..

although i do admit giving these people 2 more glances, i feel its pretty acceptable in our era. ppl used to talk in hush voices about others' tattoos, giving them weird looks like they had jus robbed a bank or sth... more of like, a stereotype judgement. but now, no one actually bothers anymore. our views and thinking have changed since the past.. mayb the older generations still judge ppl with tattoos negatively, but at least us youngsters are okay with it.. ( i hope)

its good i feel. humans are suppose to be able to adapt to changes easily.. and i'm glad tattoos are becoming more and more common..

cos then i wun feel weird if i get one in a matter of time!

i hate SCHOOL!!

i hate assignments! i so dislike school..

MADNESS!

5 silly young ladies went mad at zouk. =)



let the fun begins!



my beautiful friends whom i have known since sec 1.

Hsiaowei, wanxian, candy



and of cos, the 2 other madness ladies are :


TADAH!

me and giacinta


giacinta and candy


to think, we use to:
go swimming,
bake cookies and cupcakes,
visit the library,
shopping,


me and wanxian. [the monitress goes clubbing! whoo hoo!] =D

wanxian was so cute! she surprised the bouncer when he checked her bag, and saw a chinese novel book inside. hehehe!

oh den we grew up, left school.. and i admit i seldom meet up with them.. except for giacinta cos we meet almost once in 2 weeks..

we shop for mothers' day presents together,
we shop for new year clothes together,
we talk about giraffes strawberries and some relevant stuffs together,
we try good food together,
we enrol into class 3C license together,
we laugh and talk rubbish..


NOW WE GO CLUBBING TOGETHER!
we is grow up already!

we drink long island tea together! not ice milk tea anymore.

YAY!


we practically shouted to each other the whole night cos it was noisy.. and from the alcohol we were a bit floaty.. suddenly everything seemed funny. we could laugh at the slightest thing that happened, even if its nt funny. i felt floaty, but just that i knew i wasnt drunk. i still rmb clearly that i could understand what i was doing.. what i was thinking. so i guess. i was jus tipsy.


the crowd was more than what u see here.



drinking the long island TEA. its TEA MUMMY. TEA. _{with alcohol}

after some TEA,


i began to look like a hamster.



i'm nt drunk... i'm nt drunk.. just giddy and mad!






the tipsys.... laalaa.... po.....
telly tubbies.. telly tub...
no lar! just the tipsys lar!




it was a memorable day. =)

sniff.

i keep sneezing and i feel so horrible now.



my nose itches, and its irritating me like hell.


oh and i hate vertical parking.

weirdly

out of no where, i just have the urge to try smoking.

siao liao.

worse still, i suddenly imagined myself eating bitter durian, and for a moment (just a tiny weenie moment) i thought i might eat durian again.



siao liao.. i am goin mad.

moolah!

i need to save up some bucks quickly! i only have 3 weeks more to jun's bday..



no more shopping for clothes from now till then.. i shall not buy!! shall not.. shall not.. shall not...

how to save money quickly!!!

Pissed with BBDC

i'm so farking pissed. been tryin to look for driving slots for tml since this morning. been refreshing and refreshing that damn website, yet i still cant get any slot!

twice, i saw a slot that suits my timing. and twice when i confirmed booking, it says the slot has been taken by other trainees. fark man. fark. got me so happy den it made my hopes crashed down again.


AHHH!!!!! i really need some slots before july 6 cos i need to finish my lessons by then . if nt i canot take my practical on 20 july. what the fuck.

i need help!

been trying to find out how to do those htmls in livejournal. set up a blog there for my accessories selling 'shop' with huili, but i dun even noe how livejournal works!

the css and html seems weird, and i dun haf a layout to follow.. anyone knows how to do livejournal's template? ai yo!

i want the layout like littleredheels.livejournal.com


i want it like with a pic and link, den when u click it, u get into the entry.. how to do?!


anyone knows? i need help!

horoscope

got this web link from QX's blog. in case some of u never read his blog but reads mine.


i jus read my horoscope, and i feel that this web gives a good description of how different people are like with different horoscope, and its all very true.

http://web.singnet.com.sg/~weixiang/horo/Sagittarius.htm

i want to tell u all..

some little things that are not very important to know.. but doesnt harm knowing.

saw this fugly car outside bugis junction some time ago.. FUGLY i tell u. i have no idea why some ppl i show these pics to say its nice. what the fuck. where is the NICE u tell me?! WHERE! its a bloody cool MAZDA RX8 leh! got so many nice colours, y pink! and the fact that its a man driving the car. damn. i couldnt help snapping some pics. if u say, pink on a volkswagen beetle, okay, i can accept. but RX8 is a sports car leh! imagine a ferrari this colour, u tell me u will puke or nt. u tell me!

i feel very sad for this man.



i just thought of someone who might say this car is nice. XX.







oh i just dyed my hair.. hehe. guess what's the new colour. let u peep at the foam of my shampoo after i dyed my hair.




i dyed my hair blue black!! its really really black now, with a little hint of a dark blue. Nice.. somemore is my dad help me dye one. dye till the side of my face and my ears and my neck became blue. my family says that i look weird in black hair. maybe because for 4 yrs i havent been having black hair. its been so long! till the extend i think they must have thought my natural hair colour was brown. hahaha.


i noe my eyes are one big one small but i dun care u noe. cos i jus came back from work and it was fucking busy.



Speaking of blue blacks.. hahaha! show u guys my blue blacks i got from training.

this was on wednesday:

i got no idea how i got them on the sides of my knee! i didnt even knock into anything.. maybe got ghost. choy. canot anyhow say. later tonite tio again..

this was after ytd's training.


fell while doing the spinning stunt. hahaha. 3 of us fell to the floor together. it was so funny, but i think my blueblack look even funnier..

today my blueblack looks intimidating. see who dare to bully me now!



HAHAHA. mama say look like i kena abuse.

china internship

summited my forms for the china internship thing, wondering will i regret or nt if they really choose me..

its a bloody 6 months internship programme, if i really go, i canot see my mama papa ah gong ah por kor kor didi, my beloved jun dua pui kia, my very diamond blasted friends like giacinta the vivagirl, and pearly the mushy mushroom headed girl.. ai yo. and my super long yeared bonded friends in stamford dragon and lion dance troupe! those crazy and humourous people, my YEAR 88 friends like hairy dewei, da jie da chai yan, silly fat qing xiang and my 'clubbing' partner darly daryl. and my leg chain coach. so funny his jokes. oh and the ever talking rubbish friends like dino the dinosaur, rara the gay and raphael the monster, mini the mini carrot cake with extra chilli please, nora the ang kong siao auntie..... blah! so many more!



if i fall sick there how!? how u tell me how.. the liang teh, i also dun dare to drink lar hor. panadol, scared its fake. water, dunoe clean or nt. no ppl to sayang! ai yo, if huili go maybe she will sayang me hor. wahaha. maybe maybe. maybe she just sit there and laugh at me. NAH! i dun think she is that evil..



u noe, i asked jun the dua pui kia if he will come to china to visit me, he say no. WAH!!! so straight forward! and i asked him y, he say : NO MONEY. army also dun let me go so far.
wah lao. so sad leh. i canot see his 8 pac merged into 1 pac anymore. he also dun use computers at home. only go lan shop and play his DOTA. DOTA will acc him for 6 months. maybe he will find a rabbit-look-alike or a hamster-look-alike girl cos he said he like girls who looked like that. very cute he say. wahaha. maybe a laogao-look-alike girl also can, since his new girlfriend is MIKOKO, which is a monkey that looks like this:



mama said she will come and live with me in china. wahaha! she said she will cook for me and huili each meals. like real! she wun be such a huang lian po.. her aim is to go and shop there. trust me. and she said dun buy her any LV from china, even if its from the real boutique. cos there is a huge possibility that they may sell us non authentic wans. GEEZ. CHINA POWER!


but anyhow, its aint confirm that i may be choosen, so.. wahahaha. let's see. i bet u guys will miss me. =)

because of a broken bracket

one of my lower back tooth jolted out from its position, causing me to extend the date of removing my braces.. its really wayyyy out, and so damn obvious. right now my dentist said she have to squeeze in another metal ring behind the last teeth at the lower set.

u see, a metal ring is like a piece of ring, just that its squarish in shape rather than rounded. and it seats perfectly well around ur tooth, surrounding it. so if i haf them at both last teeth, it will be cutting into my gums. sounds painful. tuesday i'm goin to have this treatment. all my fault! maybe i ate sth too hard.. which i cant recall what..








just a reminder to all, weather's really hot nowadays, drink more water. i've suffered from sth bad, and i dun wan u guys to be like me too.

parallel parking

i finally learnt parallel parking. wahahaha. i sucked at it at first, but at least controllable. =)




oh am having a performance at china town point on 17 june 07. sunday. our first southern lion performance. if u are free and have nth to do, wishing to see me, den u can go down to chinatown point at around 3pm. i'll be there. =)

=)

i so love my new layout.

clean,

simple,

straight forward,

cheery.



the picture on top i dont like, but nvm. jus dont look at it.

driving

read gia's entry on driving, i also feel like writing, since we went to register the driving course together in jan. hand in hand, marching into BBDC..

i jus realised i spent almost 1.4k on driving. and i have not even completed my lessons! but i read a friend's blog, and she only spent 1.1k , and she got her license! is it cause i'm lauya or sth? haha.

i am also a road hazard to others lar. i admit okay!
i always conveniently forgot to check my blind spots, conveniently forgot to signal when turning. wahaha. so convenient huh. till the extend that my instructor said : eh xiao jie, check blindspots need to pay money ah?

=/
sorry lar instructor. i will rmb wan. u dun keep talk rubbish to me can already. wahaha.! (nono, its still my fault ok)

oh and i went to my cousin's wedding on vesak day. she's the same age as me. during the wedding i had the kinda rush to get married too. everything is just so sweet and nice lar! like even the sky falls it doesnt matter cos ITS MY WEDDING! wahahaha.

here are some pics.



my cousin and her hubby. so pretty!



us and the bride and groom. i look so stoned. wahahah



the 3 pretty ladies n me with my younger brother! lucky him ahaha!



my idea. wahahah!





our family's pics at the wedding dinner. i know i am so hiao lar. =)

and to end, here's me and my photostated brother. =)


loves.

KENA CHEATED

my dentist say 3 weeks later den can remove my braces!!!!!!! URGHHHHHHHH. made me enthu for shit. cos of what? of a tiny gap in between my teeth.

kinda obvious, like u will notice it in close distance. but she was kind enough to let me choose lar. whether to take off the braces today, or wait.

ME: take off take off! dun care.
SHE: really? canot close back already u noe. the gap wil be there forever.
ME: is it obvious?
SHE: close distance, yes.
OTHER NURSE: wait one more month la. dun waste so much money liao den in the end still got gap
ME (VERY unwillingly) :huh.. okay..... next time den take out lor....

and i is ji tao sad. so sad i din even wan to choose colour for the rubber donuts. its grey. grey like the sky. like my broken heart.

BIANG!!! i think i am so mad i can write a romance novel.

Comfort myself. sayang sayang. next month pretty alrdy. dun sad.

>.<

siao liao. i is siao liao.

o_0?



stop it! stop making those faces!!


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o_0!!

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X_X


*(keeps my parang back into my bag, smirk, and published this post.)

hello tomorrow!

today is the last day i'll be having my braces on! =) tml afternoon i'll be getting it off already. cant wait. but its kinda weird cos i've been wearing it fer 1 and a half year alrdy. must take many pictures today. wahahaha!

its actually a little sad. cos after today my teeth will have no colours anymore. and its not interesting alrdy. plus i will have no reason to visit the dentist every month anymore. i love goin to the dentist! =) i dun0e y lar. i noe i am mad but i am like this wad.

sch's sending 6 peeps out of around 30+ to china fer half a year. intership and project work. i've submitted my name. so there might be a chance that i will be goin to china for half a yr. =) learn how to grow up huh.

oh and my ankles still hurt. first its the left leg, now its both. and the competition's in june. shit. i've been trainin hard.. been going home stinking like ji pu sai. (one pile of shit) . bruises all over.. urgh!

why i hate em.

i just hate this food. most of the time, i find them smelly. =(



barley water - tastes weird and the colour turns me off.

plain porridge - has a funny smell and taste.

brinjal and lady finger- feels weird and taste weird. kinda slimey to the touch.

durian - stinks really BADLY. and the smell lingers for such a long time. esp in ppl's breath.

sarsi/root beer - smelly. and i dont care if u add a scoop of ice cream on it and call it rootbeer float or sth. its still smelly and i will only eat the ice cream that hasnt come into contact with the drink.

banana - smells, tastes and feels horrible. kinda like shit. marshy and disgusting.

fresh milk / full cream milk - since young i havent been drinking much white milk. the smell makes me wanna puke everytime.

capsicum(or u call it bell peppers) - looks pretty cool for the colours, but too bad it tastes horrible.

onion - smelly and it stinks up ur breath. i will not eat it, even if u make it into onion rings.

pig intestines or anything similar - god, it just stinks and taste weird. never ever.

egg yolk - the hardboil kind is too dry, the sunny side up kind is too smelly. it stinks !! and its gooey.. yucks.

garlic - it just stinks up ur breath too much.

7-up/sprite - i dunoe, i just dun like them.

clam/oyster/mussels (or any related stuff) - well, they have kinda like a fishy smell. and the shells look dirty. taste weird too.

carrot - i used to eat them until i ate some at Cafe Cartel. the carrots there taste like they were soaked in 7up or some sweet stuff. yucks.

ice lemon tea - i just dont like the taste.

mutton - smells bad. and is hard to chew.

lemon barley - i rmb in pri sch i bought a packet of this for 40 cents, and i ended up puking. taste so bad i nv tried it again.

century egg - u can actually tell that i dun really like eggs. oh and i heard from dunoe who that century eggs are soaked in sth disgusting. dun rmb wad, but sth like urine or wad. yucks.

sashimi - the feeling i will never forget. slimey and gooey. farking disgusting. made me wanna puke even by thinking.

papaya - rmb once i puked out chunks and chunks of papayas. cos i have a habit of not chewing my food properly. and till now, thanks but no thanks.

chicken skin - fat and oily and bouncy and disgusting.



i am a fussy eater, aint i?

life

is fragile.

went to performance ytd. was talkin about sickness and all..

and was caught surprised when a junior said his dad passed away due to cancer. and he still so young!

made me realise life is really really fragile. and sickness can easily overtake anyone, irregardless of age or gender.

u noe,

i never know i miss giacinta so much! wahahaha mushy but true. she's in taiwan for a week, coming back tml i think. but i do miss her loads! to the extend i dreamt that she came back and looked for me with her luggage luggin behind her. and she bot me loads of chocolates; white and dark. =) lol. i think i'm crazy.

training's tough these 2 weeks. been training for the southern lions. those flips and rolls and wadeva, made my thighs ached every day. and now i have 8 big bruises on my knees and legs. hurts so much, but wat to do? i cant complain to anyone. cos if i did, i'll get back the same reaction : WHO ASK U TO JOIN? ASK U DUN JOIN THE SOUTHERN LION COMPEITION ALREADY.

so.. haha. gd luck to me.

sexy

my voice is low and husky..



so sexy. =)

hello all!

hello, its me again..

some updates :

i just rebonded my hair AGAIN for the 18454396340th time in my life. its damn flat now. oh y did i rebond it out of no wher? cos my mum offered to pay for it. wahahaha!i'm such a cheapo. i was like , dun wan lar. ma fan lar. waste time lar. den she said : i pay lor. so i agreed. hahahaha! oh and its been 2 yrs since i rebonded my hair.. jun keeps claiming i'm an ah lian now..

met him at amk, and he said i am amk ah lian. shorts, long sleeve top, small sling bag, and slippers.. well not exactly slippers. cos i was wearing my paps and my bag was a burberry sling. damn! i am not an ah lian!! oh man.. back to my ahlian look-a-like days.. wahahahaha.. shit. nvm lar! jun is ah beng wad. =)

oh and today is my dad's birthday! =) old liao old liao. and today there's function at my hse. cos we are also celebrating ah por's bday too. =) wish her good health and happiness.

last tues we had this module, and my teacher told us to pair up, and make an animal out of playdoh.. its so long since i touched playdoh! its fun, and bring back good memories. ah.. childhood. =) playdoh still smells as nice.. huili and i made an elephant. its so pretty. except that the head canot be sticked onto the body, and it keeps tumbling down. =(

but here goes :


the tusk is damn curly. wahahahaha. we spent a long time trying to stick the tusk up.


this is me and gia at crystal jade on 26/4. was there with daryl qx and cy. =) hearty dinner. and look, gia without braces! my turn soon, on 29 may. =) cant wait, but a lil bu she de. hahaha.

loves.

school

school is really boring! been a week since sch reopens.

u noe, its kinda weird. during hols i EVERYTIMESOMETIMES will think of goin back to school. (yes i really got think) but when sch starts, i feel like slacking back at home again, goin to work on some days, shopping on most other days..

but well.. to think i'm in 3rd year already. its so damn fast! i still rmb goin to ngee ann poly to register. . now i'm goin to graduate soon. its may next week. next year this time, i will be out with a diploma cert, hopefully with great results. . den mayb i can get into uni. oh, actually it doesnt matter whether i get into a uni or not. i dun really care. =)

whats more important is good health, and happiness.

yay. this entry is so pointless random and valueless.

fruit tarts!

i'm so obsessed with fruit tarts! hahaha. was baking with giacinta and candy today at my hse. quite successful.. pretty to look at and delicious to eat too! =)

i seriously think i have potential to be a pastry baker. wahahaa. a little hidden baker in me. =)


the custard!


the pastry tart! hen hao chi orh..


squeezing the custard into the tart! very fun leh. the feeling very nice. hahahahahaha.. like very soft and smooth.. to think milk plus some powder can result in such nice cream! =) we added rich chocolate into the tart as well, making it ooh-lala-ly delicious!


added the fruits! very pretty. but we lacked some strawberries, if not the colour would be even prettier!







is happy!

pictures!

here are some new year pics that my dad took when we were having performances at the condo i'm living at..



this little boy is just 15 yrs old. but he can do somersaults like no body's business. so cute. his name is Tian Luo. he tried to teach me the easiest somersault but i failed. hahaha. this team of lion dancers are from china. very flexible and their performances nv fail to impress everyone.









sth that they couldnt stand was the heat in singapore. and that once it rains, it would be damn humid after that.. other than that they could endure the hardship, like the moving those damn heavy props, performing at one after another venue.

back to our own members :






CNY : a tiring event for us lion/dragon dancers, but worth it.

things that we do when we are too bored at work

add 2 pieces of salami,



so cute!