todae is my grandad's birthday celebration at my 6th uncle's house. before tt. in the morning, i went to sch. actually supposed to do welding, but since elson and me wore contact lens, we went to join the assembly group. lols. such easy job. so much better than welding. more relax too.
after which went jurong with joeis. on the long journey there, we chatted alot on relationships, studies and life norhs. quite a meaningful talk bahs. chatted bout ourselves and how we think. den after tt finally reached. afterwards i went jurong point alone. lols. shopping. den met shihao at toy`r`us. he passed me the vcd he burned for the compy. haha. he's so free eh?
went ck interchange bot fo0d den went home. ate. so nice and happy and satisfied. after tt went to 6th uncle's house nor. got so many kids and adults all chattering away. almost ready to open a child care centre. i carried one of my niece. the naughtiest wan. den i teased her : quanquan, ni hen fei lehs. i can bite u or not.? den she say canot den she bit me on my shoulder while i'm carrying her!! omg. so pain nor!! she bite and she doesnt let go!! so pain nor. i just keep pushing her face away but she jus dun wan to let go. pain ! sobx.
my niece is so naughty.. haha. rmb once we were in the car. and there was this car that horned. so my niece (named rachel) crossed her arm and said : ta ma de! long wo du lan! omg. we all ji tao stunn nor. =P wad to do? she's spoiled and notti. i'm not her mom anyway~
quan quan (rachel)
my beautiful soul with a painful bitten bruise
sighs. its just a dog. yet i made me cry and plead and willing to gif up anything fer it. To haf the dog, my mother said. no usage of computer after 9pm. atrocious. but i said ok. score Ad for all modules. not easy. but i can try. so i said ok. all expenses i pay. no money. i can work to support the dog. so i said ok. includes vet visits and puppy care. okie. i said i'll work to support the dog. i can like. give up everything to get the dog. i jus wan something that i can take care of. for the dog, i cried, snap at my frens, spoiled my mood (and my frens). also duno y the dog is so important to me. so much pressure and advices. 'dun get the dog first. next time u grow older also can haf..'. 'the dog needs attention, time, money..' sighs.
mayb because all along in my life, i took things fer granted. i'm too much of a goodie 2 shoe. all that i haf i take it as i suppose to haf. and all that i wan but not get, i'll canot take it. too big a set back for my request to be rejected. mayb this is the side effect of being too much of a goodie 2 shoe. do wad i'm suppose. listen. do and do it well. tt's y i'm like so pissed off. ' how long are u goin to lead tt life?' i seriously dunoe. i'm too afraid to defy. mayb.. mayb..
in the midst of my pissed off attitude, i told her : i dun wan that dog already. u noe y. she wanted me to write out in black and white all the things tt my bro and i promise her in order fer that dog. thanks but no thanks. i rather not haf tt dog already. u think u can make me abide to all ur nonsensical requests in exchange fer wad i wan although i realli wan it?come on. its not tt easy. no way. tata.
today had school. erms. very very tired. dunoe y. and tt jiaxing. made me wait fer him for nth. coz i was at the bus stop already, and he din pick up my calls. so i waited and waited. and called. but to no avail. so i decided to go to sch first. luckily. if not i sure late. he overslpt. . duhs. first lesson was the video watching thingy. urgh. almost slpt. and den the other teacher, that chicken run character, brot us to the workshop. he wore this astro-NUT thingy. (he pronounced it tt way) so kuku. haha. den was maths. den was this drawing thing. urgh. draw until so sians. shading and shadowing and stuff.. huili pon. lols. nice. i wanna get a dog!! the golden retriever tt huili's fren's dog gave birth to. so cute! urghs. i wan it . and i will get it. i suppose. ehs. nth much to write le. oh ya. i got watermelon to eat.! lols. my fav. coz it was big and round at first. i like watermelon. and ya. today ate i scream yogurt ice cream. can choose 3 fruits. so i had blackberry and kiwi and strawberry!! haha. so sour. i realised strawberries are sour. duhs.
duhs. for like talkin about blog since open diary, i finally got myself one. duhs. but nvm lar. a late start is better den none i suppose? okays. so i'm in sch now. blog again later. =)
