to sum it all up

a little overdue, but still..
here's my summary of the year.

a word to sum up 2010:

GREAT!

2010 has been pretty smooth for me.

categories like:

work- although i still dread to go to work sometimes, i still hate reporting for early morning flights, i still detest standby call-ups, i still always cling on to that little glimpse of hope that they dont activate me during standbys.. work has been smooth so far..
perhaps i have learn to let go and just take things easily. i no longer expect too much from myself and i've cut myself some slack.. when people say things which i dont wish to listen to, i just hear and let the words slip thru the other ear.
words and comments do not bother me anymore, and i think that's good. if i think im right and am positive about it, i no longer tend to withdraw my words and keep them to myself. i speak out for myself, sometimes giving people a wrong perception of me but i dont care too much too.
i am no longer the little ah girl whom ppl dont take me seriously and think its easy to 'makan' me.
i've grown!

family - they have always been here for me. even though ah por and ah gong are not staying with me, they are always concern for me. i visit ah por and ah gong more regularly, and each time ah por will nv fail to ask me where i came back from, where im gg next.. and to stay for dinner/lunch before gg off. although near the end of 2010 their healths were not in a very good condition, resulting them to be hospitalised, but im glad its all over. :)

finance - been nagged at each month to save more money, and i've been listening to the nags and trying to save up. i hope one day i can buy my own shophouse/condo and treat it as an investment for the future.

relationship - the many ups and downs, like any usual relationships. read this from the magazine yesterday: 'conflict is the price we pay for a deeper level of intimacy.'
very true, never are two beings 100% perfect for each other.. and without conflict there is no way we get to know each other deeper and better.
am still madly in love with each other after a year plus, seeing each other every single day doesnt bore us, and both nv failing to irritate each other. thanks bf. :)

self - alot of thoughts of how to improve myself has been going thru my mind. how to constantly upgrade myself and not be stuck at being labeled a kong jie kong jie, kong kong de xiao jie. (bimbo) without using my brains fully, without feeling stressed.. im starting to feel like my brains are not utilise properly and its starting to malfunction. i've thought of picking up new languages, to attend baking classes, or gg back to studying.. but i've procrastinated. now its a new year, but im still procrastinating. oh wells.

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2010 in a flash:


after my 21st birthday party, time seems to get lost sometimes..
and everything flashed past.

went to more new places and did more new things:


bought my first C

visited one of the wonders: Taj Mahal in New Delhi

lost a cousin due to illness.


shopping in London for the first time


tried Banana Boating in Maldives


ended up in Barcelona after during the Volcanic Ash period


Picked up a new hobby which i really enjoyed


finally got my own room set up


me and bf went on our first true blue us only holiday to TPE in celebration for his birthday!

me and bf lost a friend due to a car accident.


cut bangs for my fringe in my whole 22 years of life


attended bf's friends wedding


got my dream luggage!


went KL and Genting with family and bf.
we gambled in the casino, we watched a movie, and we k-dinnered.


went Hongkong for the first time!
love hongkong! will wanna go there for holidays next time.


went mad shopping-ing in San Francisco.
finally been there for the first time after so long of flying.

saw a celebrity on plane and had a photo with him - George Lam.

the Hongkong actor and singer.


went to my 2nd disneyland in my life, HongKong's.


bought my 2nd C


tagged along with bf to KL


visited Munich and went on a castle tour


went on a birthday trip to Bangkok with bf and his family members


finally outgrown my bob hair style!

all these events kinda describes my 2010.
it has really ended!
i am still in denial.
oh man.

last but not least, not forgetting lovely London with my favourite girls!


summer with Pamm


autumn with Candie


winter with roll roll!

Love all of you out there who made my 2010 enjoyable.
have a great 2011, and i wish myself a wonderful 2011 too.
:)

merry xmas!

back from Bangkok,
had a great time!

and its christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
but it seems like the christmas spirit is no where to be seen..
nonetheless, being here with him is good enough.
going for a movie later too! :)
its been quite long since my last movie.
i love off days on weekends and public holidays.

had a v pleasant birthday surprise on 21dec,
to think i still mistaken his good intention. :)
kicked a big fuss of him not remembering my birthday at 12 midnight sharp..
but in the end he surprised me by coming over and saying happy birthday to me sometime later...
because that is the actual time of my birth. =\
of course being the ego me i kept saying he forgotten thats why he rushed down..
but the truth is he waited below my block for 1 hr plus just to wait for my birth time.

and all the while i was hurling my words and blah blah blah u forgot la u no heart la.
hahaha.
opps.
so sorry, love!
mei gao qing chu jiu luan luan ma ren!

am now listening to Acoustic Bossa, Down.
a disc we bought in BKK.
such a nice song and nice melody.
smoothing and slow.
me like. :D

thoughts..

It is when..

* you are eating good food and you wish that he is beside you, eating the same deliciously-expensive-but-worth-it food. Be it a simple macaroon or a gigantic pot of mussels, you always think of him and feel bad when you are eating all these without him...

* you saw a cool vintage car passing by and you wish can exclaim loudly for him to notice the car too. by the time you whip out your camera, the car has gone by. and you wish he was there to see...

* you try on some clothes and can not decide on whether to purchase, and you hope he was there to give some comments...

* you saw couples holding hands while strolling down the streets of Paris, and you wish you had someone to hold hands with...

* you are taking photos with a certain landmark and you wish he is in the photos with you...

* you saw the brand of perfume he is using and you had to pick the perfume up and 'test' the perfume on your hands. after which when the smell lingers, it just feels like he is around...

* you walk past a certain piece of clothing and you just cant help buying it because you know he will look good in it...

* you check your phone a dozen times to make sure you dont miss his texts/bbms...

* you check into a hotel and you recall the times you check into a hotel together..

* you are chatting with your colleagues about him and you willingly show them his photos when they ask for it...

* you see a couple taking wedding photos at the Eiffel tower and you imagine yourself with him, taking wedding photos there too...

* you seem to look out for more of his stuffs than your own while shopping...

* you talk about everywhere and everything overseas and you wish he can totally relate to it...

* you are freezing cold and you wish he is there to suffer/enjoy the cold with you...

* you read his texts/bbms over again before you sleep...

* you hurry to the holding gate just to give him a call before you board the plane...

* you see snow falling and you wish he is there to see it too...

* you are at work and you imagined him sitting at the passenger seat, looking at you when you work, sneaking a wink/smile and waiting to disembark into the country with you...

* you sit at your take off and landing seat and you wonder what he is doing at that point of time...

* your heart beats really quickly when you know he is waiting for you at the airport, waiting for you to be back. and you always quicken your steps so that he does not have to wait much longer...

Then,
you know its love. :)

spot the similarity!

BFFNE

after 2 weeks of passing Candy's bday, we finally met up for celebration, dinner and gossips!


had sushi tei!


look and my dear friend's student card.
no wonder the examiner laughed at when she was inspecting e exam.

had a great camming session outside paragon after the dinner.

classic christmas photo!



me and my bestie.


mad self timer + 5 simultanous shots session begins (all along orchard road with people walking by)!








trying out Racial Harmony poses



















LOVE ME LOVE MY GIRLS!
see you all for christmas celebration soon!
i cant wait to exchange christmas pressies with u all.

lovely tuesday

bf: what u want to eat for dinner?
me: porridge. geylang tian ji zou, (jalan besar) rui chun, (kallang) hongkong cafe, (cine) xinwang cafe also can. i just want to eat porridge.
bf: bring u go Wan Tou Sek want?
me: OKAY! :DD


not all the food yet.

Mos Burger for lunch, watsons, metro, kiddy palace, Sanrio fair at atrium.
luggage warehouse at Kaki Bukit.
4 Ma Lu temple, Fu lu Shou complex.
Geylang Wan Tou Sek.

(after dinner)
bf: go home ah?
me: eh, bring me go see ji leh.
bf: what ji.?
me: prostitute la! JI.
bf: where got....?
me: lorong XXX. u just drive we see. sure have one.
bf: okay.

bf: WAHHHH!!!!! U SEE THIS ONE! THERE ALSO! SO MANY!
me: where where? eh u dun so ji dong leh.!
bf: THAT ONE SO FAT! WAH U SEE THAT ONE! (the girl was wearing a sailor kinda costume) like that also can ah!? eh.. here all malay/ phillipino one leh.
me: hahaha! u nv see before indian ones ah! wear sari somemore! hahaha!
bf: so scary leh here! lets go lets go!
me: hahahaha! so fun.


precious off day in Singapore, well spent!

nerd is the new black

i went to the hair salon and had my fringe cut nerd-style.
=D


FULL BLAST NERD FRINGE

since young i always admire girls who can have straight bangs as their fringe. because of my maggi mee curls, i never once thought i can have bangs too... until rebonding comes about. and rebonding totally saves my life and let me be chio.

since my first attempt to have bangs as fringe 5 mths ago while rebonding my hair in Taipei, i decided i really like it.

i spent 4 hrs in the salon today, did rebonding and here's how i look:






(he's showing off his collarbone)



my hair seems to be longer after rebonding.
hehe, straighten out all the QQs... of cos longer la.

now i look like a fat nerd. hahahah!
i like!