early bird

i know this pic kinda sucks because of my ghostly makeup and my ugly face, but u know what, this is what i wake up at 5am every morning to do.
i haven took a pic of my full make up with hair bun yet.
i would love to, but its too scary.
i am not that cruel to scare all of you blog readers here.

the people on bus stare at me everyday like,
"how come 6.30am still got ghost lingering around."
sighs.

can those people on bus and mrt stop staring at me, be it 6.30am or 6.30pm?!
always shy until i keep looking at the floor, dun dare to have eye contact with people.
=(

anyone wanna be my personal driver? [sorry, no pay.]

drained

all these happenings are draining all my energy away....

broke

i am very broke.

its disgusting to have like about 260 bucks in wallet in the morning, and to be left with 20 at the end of the day, with additional of 108 bucks swiped in ur Amex.... and all that i bought was just make ups, make ups, and more make ups.

i am a very make up noob.
at the age of 19 going 20,
i dont have a foundation liquid or compact powder,
i dont have a concealer,
i dont have loose powder,
i dont have lip stick,
i dont have eye brow pencil,
i dont have lip liner,
i dont have a make up cleanser of my own.

SO.
i bought :
+ The Body Shop foundation
+ The Body Shop concealer
+ The Body Shop loose powder
+ The Body Shop blusher
+ The Body Shop facial puff
+ Lancome eye shadow
+ Lancome lipstick
+ Lancome lipliner
+ Lancome makeup removal
+ MAC blue eyeliner
+ Loreal eye brow pencil
+ IN2IT lip gloss
+ SASA blusher brush
+ Sinma fake hair scrunchie
+ Sinma U pins
+ Chameleon hair net
+ Liese strong hold hair wax
+ Good Look hair spray



and i did a manicure,
i shared a present for Daryl with Gia,
i went to MOS,
and shared a cab with Gia and Qx back.

I am very broke.

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MOS-ed with Daryl, Giacinta, Qingxiang, Baoyan, Chaiyan, Peggy, Zhixiang..



saw starhub friend there.
saw JJ Lin Jun Jie too.
he was there dancing, with his bodyguard or someone protecting him from the mad dancers like us.
Paul the photographer told me he is at JJ's bday party, taking photos today.
so i guess, its JJ's bday so he went clubbing ?
hah.


happy birthday Daryl and Peggy!


Yan and I.

Gia and I. thanks for rushing here and there with me the whole evening! =)

wrong colour. =(

in the toilet

i went to slp at 2.30am, waking up at 4.45am to shower, put makeup and tie bun.
i am super tired.
the thoughts of having to wake up at 4.45am daily kinda freak me out.
sighs.

the day before 24th

dinner was great at Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao yesterday.
=)



i had a super full dinner at bugis.



7$++ for these 5 little rolls of meat, cucumber and carrot.
but nevertheless i like it alot. =)
although its fatty pork, its fine.
someone got itchy hand, go and stick his chopstick there.


there, the someone with itchy hand. =)


pardon the sleepy look.
i woke up super early for tuition.
and i am very busy these days with shopping preparing myself for training.


his super ultra spicy beef noodles made him perspire in an air con restaurant.

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random photo which i took while waiting for him to drive over.
its not taken at any resort or beach.
its just the palms beside the swimming pool below my flat.

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1st day of training.
hate the long dreadful journey that begins from 6.35am everyday starting from today.
bus 307 > yew tee mrt > jurong east interchange > tanah merah interchange > bus 24
=(
in office top, long skirt, heels, and no seats. =(

headache

splitting headache.
它妈的, go away can?

='(

miami ink

Miami Ink is my all time favourite documentary show on tv.and the boss of Miami Ink, Ami James, is incredible.

The way he is able to make a 2-D tattoo appears 3-D, its awesome.his skills are so wonderful, magazines interview and feature him in their stories.

the airlines flies to Miami doesnt she? [she because Singapore is a She, so i reckons everything that Singapore owns, they are all SHES..]

She is called the Singapore Flyer..
She is called the Merlion..
She is called the DHL balloon..
She is called the Singapore River..
She is called the Bt Timah Hill..

back. ok.so if one fine day, my flight lands in Miami,i will dash to Miami Ink once i dump my stuffs in the hotel,and run towards Ami James and make him marry me ask him to tattoo me.

conclusion.
miami = tattoo
=D

MAKEOVER

*skips around*

am so damn please with myself lar!

=D

my blog is CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO one lor!

done by me, myself and I.

muahahaha.

seriously, i am damn proud of myself now.

i did this all on my own lar!

photoshop is godlyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

*skips around*

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the woman u see on each sides of the banner, is me.

taken at a studio when i did my hair for free. muahaha.

i love this hair style, too bad its too difficult to manage.

the red rays are my power. =D

wanted to do sth like a comic book feeling kinda banner but in the end it turns out that i drifted far away from the theme. so. heh.

the grey buildings and lamp posts are what my future life will be.

seeing great cities and magnificant skyscrapers in different towns and countries.

the blue circles are what i used to love drawing.

[gia rmb one hp cover which i drew for u yonks ago?]

the paisley is what i love.

very my style. just like the patterns in my watch.

swirly whirly, and colourful.

the flowers on the right, are lotus flowers.

not roses.

its so damn chio, i had to put it there.

been thinking of putting it as my tattoo, but its too ah lian-ish i guess.

[well..... maybe if i change the pattern abit.. hmm.. ]

the swirls behind the lotus are what i always liked too.

drawing swirls and vines....

curly whirly.

overall, this banner is just about me me me me and more of me.

so colourful, so random, and so cheerful.

perhaps staring at the banner will allow u to get to know me more.

=)

speaking of tattoos.. hmm.

=]

Happily indulging into my colourful life. =]

swimming

i went swimming alone today! =D

so brave. hehe. although its just at the swimming pool below my block, but still! its been 3 years since i last swam in my own condo i think.

the sun wasnt that great, in fact the clouds came on when i went down for merely 5 mins. perhaps the evil aura in me summoned the dark clouds to gather.. muahahaha!

in the end i didnt get a tan.
but i went home, slapped on hair mask, showered, and put on face mask. =D
i feel so pretty today.
muahaha.

just a day in my own world, doing my own stuff, and making myself feel pretty.
so random.

randomness

was so pissed ytd night because mum told me to be home for dinner after training, and when i went home, i realised the dinner was WHITE PORRIDGE with some dishes which i didnt even bother to look at.
of all kinds of porridge, WHITE PORRIDGE?!
I DONT EAT WHITE PORRIDGE!!!!

i dun even care if the side dishes were some precious exquisive dinosaur meat or even edible gold. white porridge is white porridge is white porridge!
even if i mix it with any gravy its still white porridge.

if anyone gonna say, "ppl at war nth to eat \ ppl at africa nth to eat \ ppl want home cooked food also have" and says that i 生在福中不知福,
i bloody dun care.
dun eat means dun eat.
all i have to say is : I AM FREAKING NOT IN AMIDST OF A WAR, NEITHER AM I IN AFRICA. I WOULD GLADLY EAT UP PORRIDGE WITH CARROTS, POTATOES AND MINCE MEAT.
ALL OF FOOD WHY WHITE PORRIDGE KNOWING VERY WELL THAT I DUN EAT THEM? I SELDOM COME HOME FOR DINNER AND WHEN I MADE A POINT TO I GET WHITE PORRIDGE?

got so pissed that i skipped dinner altogether.
and woke up with a gastric problem probing me in the stomach.
but 我甘愿!

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been at the Red Dot Traffic building these 2 days for the PDI exhibition with products done by my fellow friends. [maybe i'll talk abt this in a new post after i get the photos]
played 5-10 with Claradead, RAH, Joeis, Shaz, Pik, and Weiwei today at the exhibition. no beer, no liquor, we drank PEPSI with no ice,
i is suay till laosai, drank so much of that not so yummy drink. It was full of gas and plus there's no ice, i keep having the gas up my nose feeling. WAH LAO. i is suay.
next was plain water with a tiny bit of sugar added.
that was so much worse. diluted sweet tasting water.
i felt so much like puking.

we ended up occupying each cubicle of a toilet in the Red Dot building and releasing ourselves at the same time.
heh.

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MRT + bus concession is so cool man.
i like.
but poly's Ezlink is expiring in APR.
=(

大便王 came to Tanjong Pagar for me and we had dinner at Maxwell market.
on the way to the mrt he told me he wanted to shit AGAIN. really is see me den will wanna shit meh?
went to bugis to walk about because we wanted to make full use of our MRT concession pass. HAHAHA. canot lugi.
laughed all the way from Bugis MRT to Yewtee.
we invented this hand signal which indicates the presence of any dark skinned people. HAHA. such racism, but there were really tooooo many of them in the MRT.
REALLY.
大便王 got new GFsss! or so he claim.
等下我去打她们，打完再打你!
RAWRS.

do re me fa so

i realised the free air tickets only apply to my husband, or parents who are not working anymore.
the latter is quite impossible as my parents are both still young and not of retiring age. mum's only coming 43, dad's only coming 44.
the former... maybe still reasonable.
wah, like that i must marry early, if not very lugi.

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photo shoot that day was fun. =)
it was great with Paul the photographer, Melissa the other model, Ruoyi the groom and superhost guy, and the makeup artist [i forgot what name].
i had guava that day and it was very delicious.
[mental note: go there to buy guava again if i am free]

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jun says, he feel like shitting everytime he sees me.
=(
and its kinda true cos everytime we meet he says he wanna shit.
is sad.
你是大便王!

final sem results

my final semester results sucks.
sucks so much, its the worst out of the 3 years in poly.

why it sucks, i understand.
because i bloody didnt finish doing my FYP.
reason being FYP is boring and i dun like my product.
hence i gave up making my product work after i handed in my portfolio.
heh.

so ytd i was talking to shaz on msn, discussing what we would do if we both failed. [because both of us didnt complete FYP]
1) Slash our wrist like mad [i disagreed cause then i canot be an air stewardess anymore]
2) Jump off the shortest building we can find, and break our legs. Then the lecturers will feel guilty and let us pass.
3) Slash our thighs and let the fats goo out. [sounds like a good idea]
4) Pray hard that we would pass

so in the end we chose number (4), the most sensible solution,
but we realised none of us pray.
oh wells.

BUT
overall... my passing GPA is still reasonable.
heh.
say so much i also not going U.

so there goes,
GOOD BYE PRODUCT DESIGN & INNOVATION, NGEE ANN POLY, DESIGN STUDIO, LOCKERS, FYP ROOM, ALL THOSE SMELLY LABS...

I'M FREAKING OUTTA NGEE ANN BEFORE U CAN EVEN SAY BYE!


work? work ge lan.

excited

EXCITED because:

1) I received the hand delivered package [as what my friend described]

2) I've finish reading all the details and is really detailed

3) I've received the email telling me what to do to the mail

4) My batch number is 959

5) I'm going to sign the contract next week

6) I'm making my first step into carving my future

most importantly,

7) I have a clear image of what my future is like.. =D

*Pssssst,I'm not supposed to say too much, lest it sues me until i 脱裤子.

appreciation

the feeling of being appreciated is beyond words can describe.
=]

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是我不懂得收放。

我会学。

IT show

TOTALLY MADDNESS

u see so much of SONY BRAVIAsssssssssssss all around, in little trolleys, pulled by their new owners.
so much that u would thought its priced at <$100.





static shots of the crowd.
pls imagine these escalators' stream of passengers as never ending, for the WHOLE DAY.
is MAD


convention centre ground floor.
this is not even at the IT show YET.
is MAD


bridge linking CITYLINK to SUNTEC
is MAD


feet stepping game
is MAD


queuing to go up the bridge because it was raining and they could not run across the road.
is MAD


i secretly wished for the bridge to break.
is MAD


my brainless job included.
people felt quite "welcomed" by the shoving of flyers into their hands as they walked.
they appreciate by crushing the flyers in your face and throwing them on the floor.
is MAD


people had to be stopped by the securities at the bridge.

situation was the bridge was already over crowded and there wasnt any space available.
people were screaming, running down the escalator..
i somehow imagined ppl would jump off the bridge.. but they didnt.
no show to watch. =(
is MAD


overwhelmed with people.
disgustingly many.
is MAD



if one cardboard box can contain abt 6 - 8 boxes of cameras, how many cameras were sold in a day?
is MAD


MASTERs in Flyer Distribution.



cheeky uncle: heh, can i have your camera?
crazy panasonic balloon distributer: eh! take picture take picture!

Things we do when we take a break:

-visit Toysrus and play with the dolls there

-Eat ice creamS and spend almost one hr's pay


DELICIOUS



-Visit the KOI garden and look at shit fishes

if number of shitfishes = number of kois, can i rename the garden to be SHITFISH garden instead?


shitfish in gold.

-Make friends with small boys

-Eat KFC's 2 piece chicken meal with Jun and Quan

- Shop in MUJI and la their Caramel Machiato

-Watch SONY's modelling shows and drum performance



-Squeeze with people inside the IT fair and see the good deals

-Sit at the Bonsai garden

- Ask promoters about their products and bought a 40" LCD TV in the end. =D in CANON Tshirt still can get discount somemore.

COME WHAT MAY

Come What May - Nicole Kidman & Euan MacGregor

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

累

我很累!

schedule

wednesday: tuition at 6.30pm
thursday: work
friday: work
saturday: work
sunday: work

monday: dentist
wednesday: tuition
thursday: photo shoot
saturday: exhibition at Red Dot
sunday: exhibition at Red Dot

monday: exhibition in school
tuesday: exhibition in school
wednesday: exhibition in school
saturday: Chucky's 21st bday chalet


monday onwards: Training STARTS.

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quite a handful of events on hand..
need to eat more healthy food. i cant afford to be sick! =D

had lunch at SAKAE wheelock with paul the photographer ytd.

had a tiny problem before i went out. i threw away my last pair of contact lens, not knowing there werent any spare ones in my room. =( in the end i had to rush to buy a pair before going to meet paul the photographer. ahh. cant scare him in my spects, can i.

so we talked about the photo shoots and he's going to find me a 'groom'. muahaha.

i : "eh no need to wear bikini one rite!?"
Paul the photographer: "no need, only nude only mah."
i : "is it?! den i demand all the working crews to be nude too. fair mah lidat!"
Paul the photographer: " ..."

other than showing some photos and magazines, he also told me to think of what else i wanna have in my photo shoots.
he's going to do a make over for me. =]
but.. i dunoe what kinds of shoots they have.
any suggestions?

dun suggest nude, cos that one i will do it when i'm pregnant.
serious.
when i've my tummy bulging out i'll go do an artistic photo shoot of my body. =X
hurhur.

www.paulgohphotography.com
the website of Paul the photographer.
such coincidence, i saw a photo under Coporate Events, Chingay 2005. and it featured our troupe's lion in it. =D

sexy huh.

tell me, this one sexy or not?!

i also want to wear!

but no husband to show.

chey.

purposely cropped off the head of this model so that you guys have nothing to fantasize about. heh.

confirmed, guaranteed, chopped.

Training date : 24th March.

=]

4 months later, i will be able to F-L-Y.

Its rather scary to think i will be working for real, for the next 5 years or so.

This is not part time job anymore.

This is real full time job that would be able to let me buy my LVs... Guccis....YSLs... Chanel.... *SMACK!*

I reckon i will be able to strike off all the countries i stated in my never ending wishlist very soon.

I might need a new column to state all the countries i've been to too. =]

Another benefit of being a stewardess is that we get a free air-ticket to any Singapore Airlines destination once per year.

now u all better start to treat me nicely.

few years down the road i may bring u to some holidays.

London, Paris, Las Vegas, Tokyo, Colombo......... or u want Kuala Lumpur?

muahaha!

PROM

prom was... good.
=]

went to far east for make up and hair styling..
not quite used to the heavy make up and stuff. .
and my fake eyelash was THICK and looooooooooooong.


my THICK and looooooooooooong lashes

i think i looked like a cat or sth.
miao~


the rest of the ladies.
ai ya clara, didnt take your photo after ur make up.

drove them to mandarin.. it was COLD.


fooling around in the car


toilet of meritus mandarin

took real loads of photos. individuals, groups, reflections, poses.. u name it.

PDI SPIRIT : ALWAYS LAST MINUTE

all dressed to the nines.

the eye candies of PDI.
please guys control yourself.
this is probaby my best entry ever.

Last but can not be missed not least,


food was good. though buffet style but then, luckily ladies got to go get food first.
we were so so so hungry.

scallops, prawns, salmon.......
all fresh and totally scrumptious.
had the famous mandarin hotel chicken rice too.
nt too bad. but perhaps too expensive to just eat that alone.


Joeis and i

the emcee for the night was funny and drama mama-ish.
made us laugh like shit, but most of his actions and words were like, corny funny. not funny funny.


MAX and I.
I kinda forced him into letting me hold his arms while walking down the stairs.. was afraid that i would fall down and make my flat nose flat-er.


Prom Queen!

prom queen for 2008 was miao! =D and prom king was terrence. ok lar, quite handsome. hair still got spray glitter one. HAHA.


prom couple of ME division, weizhong and huimin. =]


Aaron the dunoe what commercial model , and me.

3 years had gone pass really quickly.

no more canteen 4 chicken chops.
no more fruit juice uncle's techno songs.

go NS de go NS.
go study de go study.
go work de go work..

pretty much wouldnt be meeting them up as much as we meet in school during school terms..

hmmm. i miss.
but i think i wun miss studio. =\

shall end my entry with a photo of myself as usual.
heh.



[deepest appreciation to ADRIAN for these kick ass photos, the owner, JOEIS and the photographer, SHAZ]

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the videographer of the night approached me to be his model for a bridal shoot. *kaching*
i can forsee some money rolling in soon. =D
hope i am tall enough for the "groom".