fun day out =)

hmms.
went to sch for the first forum breifing. kinda sleepy for the whole thing. got a yellow collar tee a name tag and a landyard. after which, went to amk then tpy to look for xiao jun. lazy bum. made me travel there. =x
we went bugis! haha. burger king. walked walked. kinokuniya. neoprints! pretty~ nan de i look so pretty okays. and we went west mall. lo0ked for chai yan. walked 2 rounds. den we went lot 1. walked. bot paper to make card for ah pearl. dinner. xiao jun is so so so so so lame. and xiaojun : u are very fat. u haf butter on ur whiskers.

he kinda look like siaogao. =( but nvm. xiaojun. u more cute.

cute cos. today at the road junction. these few sch gals said : eh. the boy very cute.
hahaha. xiaojun, nam lai zak shu?


so pretty, can?

i wan pearly!!!

sobs. she suddenly sms me telling me she's goin aust on sunday. wtf! so last minute.

lost. lost. lost. i wan pearly.

tuesday. wednesday.

tuesday.
slacked at home.
rushed to teck whye and lot 1.
paid bills. 87$. bot concession.
rushed home. rushed to jp.
kena bluffed. =x no haf corpse bride preview.
walked walked. saw this funny picture on lego toy in toy'r'us

look properly. the pilot's hp is as big as him.
there was another wan.
but i din take a pic of it.
the engineer's spanner was bigger than himself.
had a good laugh though.
watched one more chance.
the movie was so okay. =)

today will be watching corpse bride at cine. =)
cr0wn crown crown crown crown. =D

i wanna paint my ro0m! purple? with some art though. =)
i shall do it soon.
stop procrastinating.!

hmm

i jus realised sth. i came back to a yuan dian. for 12 yrs. i had curly hair. i rebonded and it became straight. after having straight hair for 4 yrs. i'm back with curly hair again! hahaha. i lo0ked like wad i was when i was young.

pardon the blur pics.




=) i'm piratedly original.

no confidence.

i went to perm my hair. i kinda like it. but my 2 brothers + xiande whom i met at my hse downstairs said i look fugly. sobs.

okay. process of my hair changing thing :


i think i look pretty good like that, really.




with a stupid curler.


from the back.

VIOLA~ i think i look okay.



but.. ppl de reaction all hen negative. made me cried.
the lady said it will be less curly after some washes. i hope. *prays.

okay.an explosive pic of my mother.


FWAHAHA! shh..

should i?

i've got this fulgy pimple scar on my nose. and i'm considering to pierce a nosehole there to cover it . wahaha! =D

should i?

i'm goin to perm my hair soon. real soon. =D

big grins

big thanks and hugs for all! =D

thanks, sue lin, for being angry for me, saying his childish and wanting his number to scold him.

thanks, leon, for telling me its alright, asking me not to cry, listening to my nonsense, and goin to starlight movies with me.

thanks, yuhan, for being angry, and telling me he's wrong.

thanks, shihao, for listening to me cry, complain, vent my anger, and the ride home .

thanks, zenic, for telling me today will be a better day.

thanks, kailin, for pei-ing me sms when i was so angry, and for the tickets.

thanks, qingxiang, for asking me am i alright, and to ask me to not cry.

thanks, daryl, for making me laugh and tellin me we shan fren him anymore.

thanks, xiaoshortren, for telling me we shouldnt be angry at such measy people, telling me its okay, and saying he'll always be there.

thanks, xiaotianli, for asking me not to be angry, and tryin to make me happy.

thanks, ken, for asking me y am i so angry.

big big hugs.

wadever

accused.

helpess.

angry.

crying in anger, helplessness, the feelin of being accused.

i dun farking care anymore.

sighs

its been such a long time since i last cried so much.

i really couldnt control lar. i havent cry so hard for anyone b4.

xiaoshortren, although i noe u wun be seeing this. but i jus wan to tell u. dun gif up on ur life. i noe u loss sth that meant much and precious, but since its over, give life a chance ok? dun gif up on everything. i dun wan my fren to be like that. u changed alot, from an ah beng to a rugged heck care everything person. =( buck up soon okay? take care loads.

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today i've been scolded bitch.

if bitch = often chatting, laughing, laming and going out with guy friends, den fine. i'm a bitch.

seriously, i dunoe what it takes to be a bitch. i go out with guys, i go out with gals too. i talk to guys, i talk to gals too. i dun think i am pretty, i dun flaunt my assets around, i dun blow kisses and flutter my eyelashes to guys.

YET, i'm a bitch. *roll my eyes.
he says i think i am pretty therefore i can flirt around, thinking i can fly high. and then know a lot of guys, and go out with them, and that by doin so, i canot live without guys. i see no reason in not abling myself to go out with guys.

i mean. i dun go out with them and expect them to pay, hold my hand, send me home, have sex and all of a sudden after that i ignore them. i dun wad! we go dutch, we keep reasonable distance, we laugh joke talk, and we dun do anything else.

i nv once think i'm pretty therefore i haf the ability to seduce all. by such, i take it as he is complimenting me. he thinks i'm pretty.

he is plainly farking jealous that i haf as much male friends as female friends. and the fact he think he is very matured! PWAH! childish. as suelin says. childish. very.

we aint even friends anymore. i dun need someone like u.

does it?

xiao jun kept saying my handphone accessory look like yue bing ren (月饼人). will meh? he says it looks like crown hotel de mooncake.

lets see.
this is my handphone accessory:


this are the mooncakes:


if i add two dots on the accessory, it will be like :


WAHAHAHA! IT REALLI LOOKS ALIKE LEH!!

damn. and i keep telling xiao jun tt he was saying rubbish. =x

bored

presentable? or is there sth to be improved?

too bored so i decided to design pearly's name since i'm going to make her a big card. she's goin overseas in 2 weeks time. havent get her a present. but i've already planned. =)

whee.!

today woke up with a drastic stomachache. nearly died i think. =x haha. kua zhang. nahs. it was horrible anyway. was so afraid i had to visit the hospital like i once did when i was younger.

well. i was late when i went town! =x sorry nah xiao jun. i said i will be earlier, but i wasnt. under estimated the time. spent too much time in da toilet making mei mei. =D hiao-ster strikes again. wahaha.

okays. i went. and he din pick up my call. leg too fat canot feel vibration? =x anyway. lo0ked around for him and then we went to get tickets for brother grimm. and after tt we went to lo0k at puma shoes. eh xiao jun. the shoes are nice neh. the blue jacket is not.

after that we ate at mos burger. coincidentally we ate the same ebi rice burger. wahaha. i made a fool out of myself nah. kept dropping the rice about. messy messy. den we went movie-ing le norh.

the movie :
kinda dumb dumb actually. in the movie, it consists of lil red riding hood, rapanzel, henson and greta (wrong spelling. but nvm), cinderella, and snow white . how on earth? i dunoe. haha. its okay to watch lar. if u really haf nth to do. =)

anyway. i so wanted to watch Deuce Bigalow: European Gigolo. but it is M18!!! wad the heck. . urgh. so angry neh. so wad can be worse? The 40-Year-Old Virgin is M18 too!!! yes. i am a small gal. hern! nvm. i can watch sky high. (an wei myself canot meh!)

xiao jun!

despite his protests, i still uploaded his pic. fwahaha. i'm so bad
i noe.

overview on mooncake selling =)

hees. finally finished working as a moon cake seller. =) so damn long hours. 13 hrs. but luckily most of the time i was just slacking, joking, crapping, and eating my time away. with henry around, nth is not funny. haha.

i worked for here!


zhao zhao so damn act can. haha. he was on this thing tt can jet up to the 2nd storey to collect goods. he's pretending to be cool nah.


this is henry's and my booth at novena square. hah! we captured the lady's big butt. =x


our mooncakes look like tao sa bia :


these are the amt of pens we haf in our booth, and henry still claims we dun haf enough so he kept taking new pens every day to 'refill'.


too bored, so we decided to seek entertainment from zhaozhao. haha



henry suddenly craved for strawberries. so he bot us :

the strawberries are so sour!!


hah! i realised sth about the fans in the crown hotel mooncake booth. its not mitsubishi.

mitsushi! as in. meet sushi. so pirated!

okay. so with my pay. should i get this

emporio armani

or this?

dkny

hee. henry and i!

`` dieting!

i'm proud of myself!
haha.
today i ate only 2 crossiants from delifrance. =) haha. and some little pieces of mooncakes.

i'm dieting. i'm dieting~ =D

super damn ultra FAT

i'm F-A-T FAT! pronounced as pha-at!

damn it lar. i'm so damn fat. my once-loose-and-can-see-dao-undies-if-u-look-down-my-tummy jeans is like so fitting now! urgh!!! i got tummy already lar!! damn du lan with myself lar. keep eating and eating during work. cos work = sian = mouth itchy = find food. all of my allowance is spent on food alone. nth else okay! and i'm left with some miserable 4 or 5 bucks when i had twenty today. haf to ask mama for money later. i've been eating and stayin in the air con shopping centre, and haven been exercising for the past weeks! nowadays during lion dance trainings i dun really perspire. therefore the fats accumulate. and it become wad it is of me now! urgh. i need to stop eating. i am self conscious.

today i ate : nasi lemak, sotong ball, shi lin mian xian, grass jelly, one whole box of tartlet biscuits, watermelon, some dunoe wad kways.

i must stop eating`

for now.

6.45am wake up
9.00am reach crown prince
10.30am novena start work
9.00pm finish work
10.00pm reach crown prince
11.30pm home
1.30am sleep.

this is my life. i so damn bloody farking hell love it. RIGHT.



u were right. i am too good for u. LIKE RIGHT! puis.

` i dun miss u. i miss who i thought u were.
` if its for my own good, y aint i feeling good?

bombastic.

zhe bin bomb, zhe bin bomb, zhe bin bomb to jasmine bomb! =) whees.


7 Things That Scare Me

` caterpillars \ worms. i dun think i need to explain much lar! everyone knows wad! they are awfully disgusting and squishy and squashy and yucks!!!! urgh. dun tell me its cute.. i'll puke.

` phonebills! the humongous amount always NEVER fails to scare me lar okay!

` losing my dearest ones. (as in death)

` health problems

` tripping and falling down. 1stly its embarrassing, 2ndly it hurts. esp when u are jumpin drag0n lar. buang on the rectangular concrete floor most commonly known as basketball court, it hurts like shit lar, with sweat etc. most shiok. go home bathe tt time! whoos. warm water can kill germs! the hotter the better. hiak hiaks.

` balloons and rubber bands

` the sound of nails scratching on chalk board. eeeeeiK~


7 Things I Like Most

` having a good sleep and waking up at any time i like the next afternoon. =)

` dragon and lion dance. okay like u dunoe. 7 yrs and still goin. =)

` my family. really!

` the smell of sea water with the bright scorching sun plus some cool breeze.

` chocolates. tidbits. sweets. coloured drinks. in short. junk food.

` pretending tt i'm a tai tai on some days

` myself. or shld i say i love myself?


7 Important Things In My Room

` lap top! without it i'll haf no life. it consists of the mouse and plugs etc.

` and i agree with zb that the sockets are equally important as well

` curtains to protect my pivacy from prying eyes

` fan to circulate the stuffy- ness

` hp charger!

` my wardrobe. it contains my garments and bags.

` last but not least. my bed. beloved lovely cute cosy soft comfortable chio.

7 Random Facts About Me

` i have stretchmarks on my thighs and i hate them alot.

` i can swim, cycle, roller blade, ice skate

` i love to doodle

` i have a brown colour birthmark on my right upper thigh

` my first pet was two hamsters cos i did well for my pri 4 streaming.

` i used to get damn good results since young. until sec 1 to 4 that is. but i'm picking up again. =)

` i have had 3 ex boyfriends.


7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die

` buy my audi TT

` say i love to everyone

` get married with kids

` get a home of my own

` visit venice, japan, england, hongkong blahs.

` try bungee jumping

` write a will if i'm that darn rich by then


7 Things I Can Do

` talk on phone everyday for long hours. depending who lar.

` shit read sms listen to songs together

` dun eat anything for 3 days except drinks

` sit in front of the computer for a whole day

` pretend that nth happen in a wink of an eye

* i cant think of anything else

7 Things I Can't Do

` spilts. u noe. yoga splits.

` drive. YET

` do sit and reach.

` run fast or long distance i got no damn stamina lar.

` not bathe

` touch my toes while standing and bending my body

` haf no cash or hp with me.


7 Things I Say The Most

` stupid

` idiot

` dunoe..

` fark

` orh

` anything

` chee bong

7 Celeb Crushes

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

` mr lee kuan yew

*if he's counted as a celeb that is.


7 People Who Have To Do This

` selene

` ting rui

` de wei

` daryl

` sue lin

` pei shi

` shurong

*nahs ppl. here's the baton!

...

either i'm super ultra clumsy, or i haf some inner health problem that i haf yet to find out. i keep getting bruises around my body, and i dun rmb knocking into anything; neither do i rmb having things knocked onto me. okay. the face wan aside. oh well. let me digress abit. here's my bruise. how's it looking?


kays i noe i look dumb + stupid + blur + stone + idiotic. but nvm. that's not the point la.

ya.back to the bruises. i have one on my right knee, one on my right shin, one on my right thigh. eh! now i realised! its all on the right. and they kinda have the same shape. hah. nvm. if i haf to die i will die.

anyway. had work today. was sent to tampines with one uncle, michelle, and henry. me and michelle tended the isetan counter. damn slack and bored. no ppl to supervise me. so we were bored and talking away. simpler den bak kua. michelle even asked me not to be so hadworking. eh! i nv leh. i already very slack. slack until i very sian. when i'm sian, either i think of stupid things or do crazy stuffs. today its the later. i bought myself 10 bucks worth of chocolate and snacks! =) whee. happy. i surely will NOT grow fat!


i've eaten all the snacks. i shall continue with the chocolates =) who wan to share share? *i see shihao raises hand! hahaha!* runs! *

tml i'm working at novena square i think. ya. i think so. with henry. so tired already.

today alone went town. alone go home. sms ppl. also nobody reply. wu liao.

oh ya! i've made a resolution! i will earn enough to buy myself an audi TT \ volkswagen beetle convertible.


vro0m! i can almost see myself driving it soon! =)

oh ya!! haha! today while i was about to board the 190 at cck interchange, 3 ah bengs came near me and one small beng said : eh! dun go first leh. he wan to take number from u. WAHAHA! i smirked at them. and i heard the small beng say : aaa~ poly liao de lar! to his fren. wahaha. xiao di di.

i miss u!

yay~

i've got work!

tml i'm goin work already. so last min. but at least i'm goin with zhao zhao! =) haha. sell moon cakes. *wonders. y i always kena sell this kinda things wan. bak kua. mooncakes. next time dunoe sell wad already. mayb pistachio nuts? =\

hehe. pay is not bad. 6$ per hr. haha. and 10$ allowance for food. haha. better den bak kua. nv gif me allowance. but den long hrs! 9am to 10pm! 13 hrs. =) haha. longer den my bak kua job. but from tml till saturday only. hehe. yay. i've got a job!

happy!

urgh.

i dun need ppl to attend to all my needs can. if i wan hotcakes i'll get them myself. i'm pissed off lar ok.(if u dun understand den its not for u.)

i slp at 5am ytd! nan de.
anyway. my cousins came and l0oked for my ah gong. with their kids that is. and i realised they all had gals. this is one of my nieces. chloe!




ya. and i decided to show u ppl my blue blacked face. nice rite?


tml i'm goin for macdonald breakfast! =)
i once bought big breakfast to ur house before. =(


damn. i just realised today is 11 sept. 9 -11. sighs

damn bored

i'm b-o-r-e-d . .BORED!!

i'm bored. i haf a blue blacked face. kena whacked. haha. no lar. take drum kena hit. disfigured. =)

i'm bored. so i started to think. what happen if i die? hmm. will u cry?

i'm bored. i wan hotcakes!!! i crave for them since thursday already. sobx.

i'm bored. i miss u

i'm bored. here's a corny icon.

what makes me, i?

u know, its freaking annoying and disgusting to know wad kind of products we haf to put \ use on ourselves to make ourselves, well, ourselves!

let me show u what i mean.

when i wake up, the ball starts rolling. and the cycle starts:


with my idol's face on it.

for contact lenses.

for bathing alone (According to sequence), i need :

these!!


shampoo

firm my fatty body



after which , i still haf to :



yes. it reads : Fade Fast. stretch mark removal cream.


before goin out, i need a lil :


gelee as it says.

slap all these on my face. okay. not all. nobody puts green+white+pink+blue eye shadows.


*tadah. i smell nice.

ironically. when i wan to get sth from a natural source, darker skin tone from the sun that is, i haf to use sth artificial on my body still.:


for fun or the joy of it:



its okay if u find no point in this entry. i'm jus tryin to make time pass.