i'm F-A-T FAT! pronounced as pha-at!
damn it lar. i'm so damn fat. my once-loose-and-can-see-dao-undies-if-u-look-down-my-tummy jeans is like so fitting now! urgh!!! i got tummy already lar!! damn du lan with myself lar. keep eating and eating during work. cos work = sian = mouth itchy = find food. all of my allowance is spent on food alone. nth else okay! and i'm left with some miserable 4 or 5 bucks when i had twenty today. haf to ask mama for money later. i've been eating and stayin in the air con shopping centre, and haven been exercising for the past weeks! nowadays during lion dance trainings i dun really perspire. therefore the fats accumulate. and it become wad it is of me now! urgh. i need to stop eating. i am self conscious.
today i ate : nasi lemak, sotong ball, shi lin mian xian, grass jelly, one whole box of tartlet biscuits, watermelon, some dunoe wad kways.
i must stop eating`
