saw this comment on my cousin's facebook.. made me teared because i realised how much i miss my ah gong.

"some miracles happen. I lost my wallet and i manage to find it in back at my old hse letter box. I was so sad and pray to my ah kong for help after i went back office to find, went back to the coffeeshop but i didnt manage to find it.. So i came back home call all the bank and cancel all my credit cards, took a shower and later went to the alter pray to my ah kong to ask for help. So i went back to the coffeeshop again, at the coffeeshop i saw someone planting and he ask me wat was i doing, so after some chit chat he say why not you go back and find at your letterbox maybe some good soul will post it back to you. I was thinking where got so good ppl now. So i wanted to make a police report abt my IC and driving licence, as you know the Jurong police HQ is just beside my old house so i dunno why i just go drop by and take a look into the letterbox and its there ! I cried because i know ah kong can really hear me."

i know ah gong is looking out for each and everyone of us. despite the hundreds, he never once be selfish to any of us, and is equally doting. (ok, maybe dotes on me a bit more, but still!) i miss him so much.
soon its gonna be a year without him.
life is different without him. our family is different, people are different.
if only he is still healthy and here with us.
he will know how to settle our problems and give advices/commands.

i miss you ah gong. hope u are fine and misses us too.