gg off again.

going to brisbane already.
going down for the cab in 5 mins.
super duper dont feel like working but sighs, heck, get it over and done with.
money will thus flow in there after.



and jerry, sorry la!
i know ur hand hurts. =\

caught in Abu Dhabi

i thought Abu Dhabi would be boring, and i even brought my books and magazines to kill time there. despite having "FREE" internet usage in the room, i seldom had time to use it.
how rare!


on the way to Marina Mall.
the beach is pretty!


Angmor, Cheena, and Minah

went movie watching on the first afternoon there, BANDSLAM.
Quotes : "i cant do it, i'll do it*"
very predictable and teenage movie but still i pretty like that show.


buying tickets in the mall.
30 dirhams lor the tickets. which is like 12 SGD.
but its my first time watching movies overseas, and i would nv think its Abu Dhabi......


found this neoprint machine outside the cinema.
SO FREAKING HILARIOUS LA!!!!!!
couldnt help taking a few photos of it.

went shopping for clubbing clothes cos we decided to go clubbing.
i like shopping with a mission!
cos it means confirm will buy sth. hahahahaha.


fooling around in F21.
like the bow headband but its stupid to wear it.

bought a lovely lovely dress for clubbing!





preparing to go party.


can see my dress not!?
how chio can it be.
hahahahaha.

was waiting in the lobby for the guys to come down from their rooms.
it was abt 11 plus pm Abu Dhabi time,
which is like 3 plus am singapore time.
we went clubbing when ppl in Sg ends their clubbing.
wooo.

and so we camwhore while waiting..



the guys finally came down!



went to Zenith at Sheraton hotel.
free entry is love!


actually i dont like to drink beers but i dont want to be troublesome.


trying to balance the serviette folded boat on my head but i failed miserably!
i'd like to assume that my hair is too smooth.
hahaha.

club hopped a lil.
went to a gay club which i pretty like cos its v safe for us girls.. not too safe for poor kevin though.
and he felt damn weird in there so we went to Le Meridien's G club in the end.
we were trying to recall what the name of the club was, and we ended up assuming it was called G-SPOT.
damn embarrassing.


see me see my dress!


see this lady!
v v v v powerful hips lor!
her TIAN TUN is unbeatable.
i think she can tian more than my hp's vibrations if we were to compare.
sexy and pretty too!
no wonder she was the limelight of the whole club.
when she dances, she gives out the ALL-EYES-ON-ME kinda aura.

went shopping again before flight that day.
and i bought another top, another dress, and a belt and my WOOD perfume!

love my set of colleagues on that flight.
we were a crazy bunch. :)

hello

love my newly bought perfume from the Marina mall in Abu Dhabi just now.
surprising i bought quite a number of items this trip round..

2 dresses, 1 top, 1 belt, 1 set of bangles from F21,
1 perfume by desquared2 -WOOD.
its for men but i dont care and i like it a lot.
[and no jasper its not for u in case u are wondering..]



=)
ta, all set to go back !
hello singapore @ 1pm tomorrow!

went..

went clubbing in Abu Dhabi.
WOOOO.
talk about that with photos soon.

ok jerry i dont hate u anymore. :)

my own microphone.

是谁抢走我的麦克风!
没关系我还有我的喉咙~
[gia, i miss our duel Kboxing night. whoo hoo!]

i think i visit my blog about a hundred times a day.
especially when im bored like now.

没关系我还有我的喉咙~

FML classic

LOL.
i just read this on fmylife.com

super classic.

" Today i realised that the man who i wanted to be with, the man who wanted to be with me, and my husband were three different people. FML "

what the F.

=)

i am a happy girl.
:)

and i'm so going to find the hello kitty air purifier for cars.
HOHOHO.

* the Ugly Truth is a really comical movie,
those who have not watch it,
go watch leh! *

小美

just told Gia today i have a bit of 小美.
HAHAHA.
but i realised i dont know the 美从哪里来.
i look damn tired from the photos.

halloween

Halloween is nearing..!
anyone wants to go party on Halloween?
we can totally start preparing costumes now!

missing out.

i hate it when im missing out loads of friends' birthday parties, especially when its their 21st and the party is really important to them. [not that i attend or not la.]

the next week end, i have to reject 4 party invitations just because i am in some ulu abu dhabi country.

hate missing out the fun,
hate missing out the catching up with friends,
hate missing out the outings.

IS SIAN MAXIMUM.

next time my birthday nobody wants to come liao la.

tonight.

i am going to Amsterdam tonight.

miscellanous.

met my super duper missed friend in Sydney some weeks ago.
still the same as before,
as crappy,
as irritating,
as cute,
as unreasonable,
as how i like her to be.

=) [oei pearl, faster come back leh.]

___________________________



while in Brisbane last saturday, there was this huge celebration going on in the evening.
and therefore i woke up one hour before the time i planned to due to super loud jet planes zooming about and loud explosions like noises.

i thought there was a war starting or sth. CHOY.

this massive fireworks display was really really really awesome. [i sound like an aussie.] the whole fireworks display lasted about 1/2 hr?
as compared to s'pore's miserable 5 mins of fireworks on new year's day and all, this is really grand and not-a-single-stingyness in it.

while watching the fireworks going off on TV, i could catch some of it from the corner of my window.

ok this is getting pointless.
i just want to say i saw some fireworks in Brisbane.

TA.

___________________________

and and and.
i happily spent 2oo+ bucks on 2 leather jackets 2 weeks ago which i will not wear in Singapore unless i want to get a heat stroke.


left's from Zara and right's from Pull&Bear.

i horr.. i horr.. think its not so pretty now. =(
but i will still wear in Amsterdam on thursday.
because i bought it already.


and help.
my wardrobe is bursting.
but.. i still always canot find anything to wear!
why like that!

i either need a bigger wardrobe or less clothes!
i choose the former.

back as a better person.

been to Brisbane and back as a better, stronger person.
weirdly i felt comfortable in being my hotel room alone.
no ran away thoughts, no emo-momo thoughts..

even bought some clothes in SUPRE.
[thinking of the coral coloured bandage skirt now.. shld i ask roll roll to buy it for me since she's still there?]

perhaps this is where i've moved on.
:)

today.

today every little things reminded me of you.
from little things like the fish oil,
to the GNC orange vitamin powder,
to looking at my handphone,
to the ring on my finger.

i remembered you saying wanting to go to Comex.
to go to the Night Safari together.
to go Genting.
then to Japan.

was flipping through our Taipei holiday photos.
those were the happiest 7 days out of Singapore.
my first holiday with you.
but i guess that was the last.

perhaps what we had been through in these past years,
had been a learning and growing phrase of our lives.
the hurdles that we overcame together,
the things that we planned to do in the future.

they just dont seem to matter anymore.
i'm trying hard to let go.
i seem nonchalant about it..
i am trying to get over it.
lets put things behind us.
we're over as a couple.

a chapter closed,
yet another open.
we are still each other's best friends..

you are still the person who knows me best...
every little detail of my day,
i always relate it to you,
regardless of you wanting to hear it or not.

it feels a little weird,
to know that i'm not able to rant on daily stuff to you.
seems to have lost a best friend.
it will not be appropriate to still sms or call u out of no reason..
just because im bored,
or am angry/nervous/pissed at anything.

nobody to tell me to be careful on flight,
take care when outstation,
beware of strangers.

i dont know how,
i'll get by.
i hope you'll learn and get by too.

looking forward to flights.

probably this is once
out of a hundred times
where i am actually looking forward to flights.

getting out of here for a while.
i hope they call me up
for a long flight tomorrow.

some rubbish 5 days indian flight,
or some 6 days middle east 鸟不生蛋 place.

this is the first time i dont want a go-and-come-back flight.
how amazing.

single-hood.

it will take some time for me to get use to saying "im single".

090909

today is a special day.
its 090909.
so i have to blog.

and i blogged.

footprints.

sometimes i wonder..
who are the people who will leave their footprints permanently in my life..

love my friends who are there no matter what..
those who let me lash at them..
those who let me scream and get angry at for no apparent reason..
those who let me bite their arms..
those who listen to me grumble and nag..
those who show genuine concern..
those who lent a listening ear..

[all these are when i'm down/angry/frustrated that is....]
love my friends.
=)

is that.

Never close your lips to those whom you have opened your heart.

to quit..?

is it time to quit.....
or
should i hang on?